Thursday, September 22, 2016

Idu kathe alla jeevana.......

"Yenri, Nayina sariyagi hathotiyalli ittikollodhu thane", said Venkanna, who was in his late 50’s.

"Soooory uncle", said Pooja, a young girl, who was managing her ferocious Rottweiler.

"Sorry andre noovu hogbidutha", came a spontaneous reply from Shankramma, brushing her hands on her little Pomeranian.

Pooja’s Rottweiler had just pounced on the couple's Pomeranian. The couple took turn in expressing their anger while other pacified the hurt pet. Pooja halted on one of the benches of the park and started giving gyan to her dog and instructing him not to do the same.

The couple continued to brush their hands over the hurt Pomeranian. What’s interesting to notice was the dogs exchanged some pleasantries while their owners were in no mood to do the same.

“Aaa hudigiganthu budhiilla, nimbuddhige enaayithu?, neevaadru naayina sariyagi hidiyoodhu thaane??’ Blamed shankramma.

Venkanna had no answer to his wife’s query and more over after few years of marriage, husbands generally for sure would be dumbstruck. The charisma and magic of words would just fade away. Venkanna was no different, with over two decades of so called companionship, the inevitable has enwrapped him too.  Probably he was worried about the aftermath of the incident.

The couple reached home with a limping dog.

............... After 10 min.


Venkanna texted his friend Ramanna to join for a thateidli in a nearby darshni. 

[If you still wonder, what happened in 10 min??.... Pretty simple, he was made to skip breakfast at home]. 

Ramanna was updated on the incident and Venkanna blamed Pooja and her dog for his wife’s beast like behavior for the day.

“Prarabdha, beega idli thagondu baarooo”, yelled Venkanna. Soma, who was multitasking on a Sunday morning with above par footprints in his darshni couldn’t take up the ill words. He did retaliate, and served him the substandard chutney with hot idlies.

“Raayare, neevu en thagoltheera??”, questioned Soma glaring at Ramanna.

“Ekadhashi…. Swalpabisi sugar less coffee kodappa”, replied Ramanna.

"Eega, mundhina kaaryekrama??", asked Ramanna.

"Raakshasi, hurudhu beelthaale, innu Ramayana mugdhirolla, nadi, Surappana manegehogi, swalpa cards haadona.", concluded Venkanna 

Rummy began, the score cards too reflected how Venkanna began his day, he had two books, [i.e, a score of 80] in the first four games of play.

"Yeno, Venka, this is unlike your natural game of play", hummed Surappa.

“Yaakoooo…….,Venkanna started puking without even completing his sentence.

Venka, venkaaa enaayithooooo venkaaaa???? Ramanna and Surappa expressed their concern.

Venkanna drained all that he had in his stomach, and was gasping. He choked, his eyes blurred. He was on the verge of collapsing.  He was rushed to nearby nursing home. 

"Yendha Prashne??", uttered a maleyaali nurse, by looking at the other two.

“Doctorna karireee………….. call the doctor please”, screamed Ramanna. He was really worried and had never seen his friend in such a state.

Doc was given the patient history, and when questioned about Venkanna’s intake that morning, Ramanna duly updated. Dr. Farooq, prescribed an I V [Intravenous fluid] and Tigan to be injected along I V.

Shony, got the medicines in the tray, and tapped on Venkannas hand to find the nerve to pierce the needle. The doctors have the habit to divert the attention of the patients, Shony too imbibed the same. While she was doing it, “cheta, malayaaliyaano??” questioned Shony, looking at the almost unconscious Venkanna.

“Reeeee, iroore swalpakannadigaru, avarannnu neevu maleyaaligalannna maadikondubidi???” said aghast Ramanna.  

I V began its assimilation with blood. Tigan too has started its reaction on Venkanna. Surappa regulated the speed and wanted his friend to recover faster. While he was doing so, he discovered, the nurse has just injected the expired Tigan along with IV.

He howled, cried and wanted some immediate action to be taken. Dr Farooq was called, another couple of doctors joined and, Venkanna was rushed to another room for treatment.

The doctors couldn’t save him, Venkanna was declared dead after an hour and half.

The expired Tigan had its effect on him. Shony was questioned? and asked the reason for injecting the expired medicine. Shony had her own story, but the life was lost.

Now, who is responsible for Venkanna’s Death??

Is it Shony, who otherwise is meticulous and would check the medicine but dint do the same because she wasn’t allowed an off on Sunday?

Was it Soma who served the sub-standard chutney?

Is it Venkanna himself who was rude that made Soma behave the way he did?

Or is Shankramma who denied the breakfast at home?

If you think its Pooja and her dog……what a fate??, a dog has a say in you being alive or dead. 

If our life are driven by the circumstances, isn’t it as good as being dead?




Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Fix it

It's a kind of wired mind mechanics, someone up there have got the wiring wrong. There is a constant conflict that the brain howls..... this is not it !!!

Common men puts it across as, the other side of the grass is always greener.

I am between jobs now, to be more precise, I have chucked the one on hand and hunting for another. For some reason I have now started to believe my HR friend who talks the philosophy of employment, "Have one and kick the other". My little Gray matter had a different take, it said, you need to empty yourself to cling onto the other. Result, whatever I am now. Can we call jobless?, maybe!!

Now the issue is, I always wanted time off from work for the holistic maintenance of mind, body and soul. Morning walks on the wood-side, a healthy cook your food regime, a simple movie to call it a weekend, recreation offered by Sadguru, a pilgrimage to add bliss and subtract ihajanmani, janma  janmaanthareva sampathidha, kayaka, vachika, manasika, Brahma hatyadi, mahapathaka, upapaathaka, sanchaya nivaaranaartham, a mere exaggeration of the accumulated bad omen, and more importantly no proper SLEEP TIME.

Worse, when I have all the time in the world to practice the said above, the restlessness creeps in to hooked on to be called as,  EMPLOYED. It's been a month now, and I am busy doing nothing!!!

The frequency of body being under the shower has reduced, but the bum always had its share. Food has become 1 and half meal a day. Brews in the morning are preferring the late evenings, but the specification remained same, HOT!!! My bed has taken a dent, probably any quality of mattress would be, if subjected to a little less than three figure, for most part of the day and night, and I still do not have a quality sleep. Inner engineering suddenly seems to be heavy on the pocket.

So, what do I have, a good rationale logical precise facts for not having a life that I always wanted. Wow, Eureka.

Someone rightly said, 50% of the problem is solved if you have got to know the real cause of distress. I have been analyzing, the present and similar circumstances of the past and found a root cause and a  predominant fact that has been common throughout, and that is ME.

All the more it becomes more evident by the statement, "Only I can be the hindrance for my success."

I have got to fix that me which has denied the other me to do all that I can, to be all that I can.

The solutions to the future lies in the past. Happy fixing!!!!